Sunday, February 5, 2012

Conflicting Interests

Is it my shit job that is getting in the way of school or is it the other way around? I'm pretty sure that my job is ruining my life. I just can't stay awake long enough to do my homework after I get home. Yes, this is a whiny kid thing to say, but creepers be damned, I AM STILL A KID! I refuse to admit to being a responsible adult until I finish school. And even then maybe not so much. In all seriousness, there is a point at which you have to make a change, no matter what age you are. I have to get out of this job of mine and find something new. I graduate in May. I think I can make it four months without a job and then I can apply under my prestigious Bachelor's of Liberal Arts with a concentration in English degree and say "EFFFF YOU" to this company that shall remain nameless. For now.

Thursday, September 15, 2011

Dschinghis Khan?!?

Dschinghis Khan
This is just ridiculous. Yet I can't seem to extract it from my noggin. O.o

Saturday, July 30, 2011

You're a One-in-a-Million Minority

That's how I feel sometimes. Completely alone. Then my sweet Tommy comes to stand by my side and things are instantly better. I know I shouldn't rely on others for my well being, but Tommy just has this confidence that I soak up when I'm around him. I should try holding onto it so I can have it even when we can't be together. That would be truly helpful. Learn to hold my own confidence.

Video Killed the Radio Star

So, now that I'm on G+, I decided to put my blog on this email too. It just seems to flow better. It was a pain and a half to figure out, but I did it and now I'm all proud of myself. Well, for 7 minutes anyhow. I have all of four more days until the big Gencon adventure and I'm excited! I plan on taking so many pics. I feel like making sure I blog them. I neglect this thing too much in favor of more phone friendly devices, but we will see if I can get to it better now it is on my Gmail account. We will see.

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Vampires Will Never Hurt You

Well, actually they might.
I've been so consumed by the fantasy realm lately. Reading Clockwork Angel and playing Dragon Age II. Sometimes I wonder if I'm not trying to escape my new job. Pretend I'm a mercenary or a shape shifter and poof. No more boring job, no more bills. 
Either way, I'm enjoying myself. I really need to get back into my writing. I WILL finish my movie script someday. My character is inside me, she just needs to find her way out.
Hm. So, now that Doctor Who is taking a little break from filming for a while, I figure I'll continue with my studies into the old series. It's not my fault I wasn't born in time to see all of it the first time around, but I will not let myself remain ignorant to the origins of my favorite show on television. Reading synopses on the TARDIS wiki is not good enough for me. Despite the fact that I plan on writing my capstone on the show in the upcoming penultimate and ultimate semesters of my college years.
Upon that front, I cannot express my desire to leave my current line of work to become a librarian. Books are my passion and I feel that I would be so much happier helping people gain information for free than accepting their money for senseless possessions.
-steps off soap box-
I like blogging. It makes me feel better about myself, my situation. Just letting it out through the internet.

Fancy Dress

Fancy Dress

Gothic corset dress
25 GBP -

Balmain distressed denim jacket
$2,691 -

Wedge high heels
$839 -

Lulu Guinness black clutch
498 EUR -

Zara Home - Cushions
3.50 GBP -

Thursday, May 19, 2011

One Doll Too Many...

UGH, I've decided that I neeeeeeeeeed Doronjo now. lol I haven't really necessarily feeling that it's too crowded over here, I just realllly want a BJD for a change, but yes, Doronjo has taken my heart. I guess SoulDoll Vito will just have to wait. He seems to be a somber little man so maybe he won't mind too much.  He is like twice their height anyway, so he would be out of place. -sigh-