You're a One-in-a-Million Minority

That's how I feel sometimes. Completely alone. Then my sweet Tommy comes to stand by my side and things are instantly better. I know I shouldn't rely on others for my well being, but Tommy just has this confidence that I soak up when I'm around him. I should try holding onto it so I can have it even when we can't be together. That would be truly helpful. Learn to hold my own confidence.

Video Killed the Radio Star

So, now that I'm on G+, I decided to put my blog on this email too. It just seems to flow better. It was a pain and a half to figure out, but I did it and now I'm all proud of myself. Well, for 7 minutes anyhow. I have all of four more days until the big Gencon adventure and I'm excited! I plan on taking so many pics. I feel like making sure I blog them. I neglect this thing too much in favor of more phone friendly devices, but we will see if I can get to it better now it is on my Gmail account. We will see.

Vampires Will Never Hurt You

Well, actually they might.
I've been so consumed by the fantasy realm lately. Reading Clockwork Angel and playing Dragon Age II. Sometimes I wonder if I'm not trying to escape my new job. Pretend I'm a mercenary or a shape shifter and poof. No more boring job, no more bills. 
Either way, I'm enjoying myself. I really need to get back into my writing. I WILL finish my movie script someday. My character is inside me, she just needs to find her way out.
Hm. So, now that Doctor Who is taking a little break from filming for a while, I figure I'll continue with my studies into the old series. It's not my fault I wasn't born in time to see all of it the first time around, but I will not let myself remain ignorant to the origins of my favorite show on television. Reading synopses on the TARDIS wiki is not good enough for me. Despite the fact that I plan on writing my capstone on the show in the upcoming penultimate and ultimate semesters of my college years.
Upon that front, I cannot express my desire to leave my current line of work to become a librarian. Books are my passion and I feel that I would be so much happier helping people gain information for free than accepting their money for senseless possessions.
-steps off soap box-
I like blogging. It makes me feel better about myself, my situation. Just letting it out through the internet.

Fancy Dress

Fancy Dress by Hollyxdolly12 featuring a distressed denim jacket

Gothic corset dress
25 GBP - chaoticclothing.co.uk

Balmain distressed denim jacket
$2,691 - farfetch.com

Wedge high heels
$839 - barneys.com

Lulu Guinness black clutch
498 EUR - jades24.com

Zara Home - Cushions
3.50 GBP - zarahome.com

One Doll Too Many...

UGH, I've decided that I neeeeeeeeeed Doronjo now. lol I haven't really necessarily feeling that it's too crowded over here, I just realllly want a BJD for a change, but yes, Doronjo has taken my heart. I guess SoulDoll Vito will just have to wait. He seems to be a somber little man so maybe he won't mind too much.  He is like twice their height anyway, so he would be out of place. -sigh-

The Doctor and Gloria

Everything a girl could need for traveling through time and space!

The Doctor and Gloria by Hollyxdolly12 featuring destroyed skinny jeans

Hudson Jeans destroyed skinny jeans
229 EUR - jades24.com

Converse shoes
22 GBP - office.co.uk

Valentino leather hair accessory
$195 - valentino.com

Hair accessory
$26 - shanalogic.com

tokidoki Skull candy Ti Stereo Headphones
$90 - tokidoki.it

Ponyo (And Other Equally Fabulous Movies)

All on Netflix Instant Watch! I am addicted. I knew I would be. But this new instant watch thing brings so much more value to the whole Netflix deal! One DVD at a time is a little lame for $10 a month but when you can watch some of your favorite TV shows and movies (And new ones you've been meaning to see) for free and instantaneously, well... That makes it so much more worthy of my money. Oh, and did I mention I can watch all this on my phone whenever I want wherever I am? Yeah. Epic. Win.